Friday, February 24, 2006
im burning out. why did i fall? i've only just realised the distance im away from Him. i always thought i was so close, i used to think i truly praised, but what's happened to my resolution and my motto now?
i don't think im glorifying God.
my anger and frustration has overtaken me, it isn't about others, it's about me. im feeling hot and angry and i feel like im being taken advantage of.
is patience blindness? when im angry or frustrated, i seem to see things more clearly.
i don't think patience is blindness. patience is looking past the things seen and forgiving, always forgiving. when im frustrated, i look at
now. i look at the surface. i see how people seem like. but i wanna look deeper, like i used to.
the reason why i hate darkness is because the Light's so much more beautiful. darkness is depression, i've fallen into that before and i will never again.
i made it known at 11:04 PM
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